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Speak Up for Fat People

Speak Up for Fat People

Previous post on food & weight: The science-defying, middle-aged female body! You might not be able to read this article called A call to action: your fat friend is going it alone. Medium.com is a membership website of curated articles written by people who have...

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Hurdle

Hurdle

Previous post on food & weight: How to overcome addiction Read my full weight & health journey by using desktop view and scrolling down on the right to the section called Fat? Me, too. I'm in my first real test since my three-day fast. Yesterday I felt...

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Birth…Pain…Death

Birth…Pain…Death

Talked to my therapist last night and reviewed that people's main response to danger is to go into a state of shock because shock reduces pain. Whether it's physical pain or the emotional pain of being yelled at by a boss or fearing an important relationship is about...

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Grieving My Sweet Tooth

Grieving My Sweet Tooth

Previous post on food/fatness: Fatness - let's review Read my full weight & health journey by using desktop view and scrolling down on the right to the section called Fat? Me, too. My physical and emotional dependence on processed sugar has caused me decades of...

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Doing Depression Right

Previous post on weight & health: No change Working with an NRT practitioner since 2016 has taught me that there are endless ways our health can be messed up.  We develop physical problems and/or inherit them from our parents, grandparents and ancestral line. We...

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“I’m sorry I tried to kill myself”

“I’m sorry I tried to kill myself”

When someone tries to end their life, but it doesn't work and they end up in the hospital, one thing they often say is "I'm sorry." But is that really necessary? What are they apologizing for? Having a mind distorted by mental illness? Being a screw-up? If we...

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10-Year Anniversary of a 5-Year Marriage

10-Year Anniversary of a 5-Year Marriage

Yesterday was the 10-year anniversary of the day we celebrated our wedding. My husband and I got married on one day and had the reception six months later. For some reason the 10-year anniversary of the wedding ceremony didn't hit me as hard last March, but today I...

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How Do I Stop the Pain?

How Do I Stop the Pain?

Previous post on weight & health: Not getting better I run a depression support group Meetup and this week we talked about ways to treat depression other than with medication. I've happily been on anti-depressants since 2010, so I'm not knocking meds, but I wanted...

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The Depressive Episodes Shorten

My depressions usually last for months or weeks, and in the past it's been years. Earlier this year I had a depression that lasted for six weeks, but since then I've had two episodes that were much shorter: a week at the end of March, and one day this past weekend....

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Tippett Responded!

Tippett Responded!

Even though my review of a podcast on depression wasn't favorable, I tweeted it and tagged the host, Krista Tippett, and the show itself, On Being. And Tippett responded!  This is great, although I'm not sure what she means by "it often works this cyclical way." Does...

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It’s Back (Depression)

It’s Back (Depression)

I didn't even get one month before the depression came back. It rolled back over me on Monday and as hard as I've been trying to pretend "as if," I can't stop it. The twelve step programs advocate "fake it til you make it." Act the way you wish you were and eventually...

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And Then One Day!

My depression lifted! I'm SO grateful. Last Tuesday I went to one of my part-time jobs managing a co-working space, and when I started interacting with people I noticed that I felt like smiling for the first time in weeks. In the next moment I noticed that I felt...

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Not Getting Better

Not Getting Better

Previous post on weight & health: Weight loosening I recently revised the labels on my blog. If you go to the labels cloud in the right column (in desktop view) and click on fatness, you'll see that I've been obsessed with food, diets, exercise, losing and gaining...

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