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Going to Kick This F#$%-ing Sugar Problem

Going to Kick This F#$%-ing Sugar Problem

I was complaining AGAIN about sugar cravings and fatness when one of my healers said it sounds like I have Candida. She suggested I look up someone named Dr. Jeffrey McCombs. Well, wouldn't you know it? That's who I saw back in 1994 when I had my first acute bout of...

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Bring the Sunshine, I Guess

Bring the Sunshine, I Guess

Since "Juldemort" (July 2020 was so horrific for me that's how I refer to it) I've noticed startling changes in myself. One is that I no longer prefer gray skies to bright ones. As this 2015 post expresses, I used to dislike and avoid sunny days, staying inside so the...

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So How Was Your Summer?

So How Was Your Summer?

Summer 2020: my mind fell apart. The simplest way to explain it is that my psychiatrist, health care provider and I slowly and carefully weaned me off Effexor for a year, and my first day without it at all was July 4th. Within 24 hours I stopped being able to fall...

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COVID Movie Fatigue

COVID Movie Fatigue

I posted on Facebook that I keep starting movies and abandoning them, never to return and finish, and my friend Jane called it "Covid movie fatigue." Is this a thing? Do others have this? Maybe the Medium audience can answer me in the comment section of It's Very Hard...

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I’m a ZORA Writer!

I’m a ZORA Writer!

A couple of weeks ago, I published a story on Medium.com (they call them "stories," not posts or articles) about how sheltering in place is terrible for anyone managing an addiction, especially the newly sober/on-the-wagon. I used my experience plus some addiction...

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Coronavirus and Addiction

Coronavirus and Addiction

I published this story on Medium.com: I live alone and I started using again. The coronavirus isolation has caused a perfect storm for addicts struggling to stay on the wagon. Follow me on Medium.com where I write even more stuff.

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The Coronavirus: I Got It

The Coronavirus: I Got It

Previous post on the coronavirus: Last dash to the store - a photo essay My NRT practitioner has a homeoprophylaxis (HP) for the novel coronavirus. If you've heard of homeopathy, you know those remedies help the body heal a disease or condition by introducing a...

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More Dirt

More Dirt

My screenshot of the YouTube video of WBUR's January interview of Jeanine Cummins My review of American Dirt got more social media attention than any other post I've written in the 15 years and nine months I've been writing this blog. Since then I've read lots of...

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Speak Up for Fat People

Speak Up for Fat People

Previous post on food & weight: The science-defying, middle-aged female body! You might not be able to read this article called A call to action: your fat friend is going it alone. Medium.com is a membership website of curated articles written by people who have...

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The Science-Defying, Middle-Aged Female Body!

The Science-Defying, Middle-Aged Female Body!

Previous post on food & weight: Hurdle I'm still fat, but in this photo I'm wearing pants that one of my neighbors shrank in a dryer a couple of years ago. I couldn't begin to squeeze into them for a long time, but now they fit just fine! Last April is when I...

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Hurdle

Hurdle

Previous post on food & weight: How to overcome addiction Read my full weight & health journey by using desktop view and scrolling down on the right to the section called Fat? Me, too. I'm in my first real test since my three-day fast. Yesterday I felt...

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No Sugar Cravings

No Sugar Cravings

Previous post on food & weight: I fasted for three days It was 1994 and I was 28 years old when I realized I had a problem with sugar. In the 26 years since then I've worked hard to end my physical and emotional dependence on sweets. In the past few years, two...

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I Fasted for Three Days

I Fasted for Three Days

Previous post on food & weight: Fatness check-in The NRT practitioner at Gnosis Natural Health has helped me with many health problems and is especially good with chronic conditions. I've been seeing her for various problems and aches since January 2016. She told...

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Fatness Check-In

Fatness Check-In

Previous post on food & weight: Grieving my sweet tooth . Time for an update on how I'm doing with my sugar addiction and weight. I continue to work with the NRT practitioner at Gnosis Natural Health who recently targeted my hormone levels as a part of why I'm...

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